I want you.

I want you. I want you in my bed tonite; it's where you belong. You're holding me tight, all night, with arms so strong. It just feels right. When you lay beside me, my soul feels free; it's just you and me. I close my eyes, I fly so high into the sky swirling of purple and blue; I'm touching the stars, embracing these moment spent here with you.

I miss you. Every night, I lay here drunk and alone, feeling stoned off the thought of being with you just one more time. I'm trying, but I can't stop from crying. A piece of myself has been stolen from the shelf in my chest: my heart. You have my heart. I beg you, please don't tear it apart. It's been broken before. Shattered, hated, thrown to the floor. Fragile still, I patched it the best I could with sheer will. A will to survive, to thrive in a world so dark and cold. All alone, until I met you.

I need you. I need you to keep me; I'm broken and weeping. I pray for the day you break me. Break me from this pattern of heartache and pain. I feel so insane, but I want to be saved; I want to be brave.. I don't want to run away. Please make me stay; tie my feet to the floor; I don't want to be scared anymore.. Of this feeling.. emotions unfleeting. I'm about to explode, everything inside me exposed... But will you stay? Will you turn your back and walk away?  

I crave you. I have to be near you.. i just want to hear you.. The monsters inside may tempt us to hide, to leave, but still I plead. I implore, together, let's explore the possibilities of what you and me could be..  So please, no more tears or fears. I'll catch you if you fall. My ear is to your wall, listening, waiting for a sign. I promise you, everything will be fine… for my heart is yours and with time, yours will be mine.